I'm not sure really what's going on.
Honestly at this moment... I'm still feeling numb.
I never for a moment imagined a day...
That I would come here to talk
and you'd be gone away...
My heart is pounding and still
it skips a few beats as my mind...
it tries to grasp this reality...
hands shaking, thoughts racing...
wondering how or why to begin.
Do I stumble and struggle
the pieces to make sense of?
or do I sit and wonder how long
before I need to give hope up...
I can't even sit here and write you a letter
because the thoughts are so confusing
my mind needs to release them
piece by piece... into a rhyme...
Hoping with each thought, each word
each line that is released I could find the verse
The one that would make it all a dream
that would take it back to the last moment...
and stop it all from leading to Change.
Bring back a connection so magic and pure
take me back to the time I could
so freely speak and listen to the words...
... I'm struck... ... by confusion and pain...
Struck by the fear that this was all
just a dream... ... Struck by the knowing...
that I can't do a thing...
but sit and listen to my heart beat.
.....
@s.ray 2-11-2013
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