For all my adult life
All I ever really wanted
Is to die.
A half a day ago
I swallowed certain death
I was close once
Something pulled me back
At least I read what happens
Hallucinations can really mess with you
And now I lay here
struggling with the affects
Of...failed certain death.....
Trying to figure out Why.
The only way I could have failed
Would have been if I gave into
Nasaua and went the route of vomiting.
So then, why can't I die?
It's getting really annoying.
People all around
Taking control.... Taking their lives.
If a soul is in a body and
wants to go home so badly
that it's ready to die
rather than stay....
How unhappy that soul must be.
@s.vanderbilt
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