So you've decided that this is how it ends...
While inside my heart screams "this is where it begins"...
Breathless is what its left me... it hurts so deep I can barely breath.
So much anger, resentment and frustrations you feel...
My mind is struggeling to conceive this is real.
Now I see what you wanted me to see...
The choices are gone, we will no longer be.
In my head I heard the words spoken...
It didn't reach my heart 'til my spirit got broken.
So now I know as clear as can be... there's nothing left for me.
in this realm of reality....
I've been here before... a place I tried to ignore.
A place visited not so long ago.. had I listened then,
I wouldn't be here now.
Hard to explain the shock that I feel...
Then the numbing sensation as it becomes more real...
As I open me up and let go of what's within...
As I finally admit to my own distructions...
Focus seems clearer as it comes into light...
The reality that I have just enough left to make things right.
Give me the courage to do what I must... Let me for once in my life,
open up and trust....
I try so hard to be in control when all that surrounds me is screaming
"Let Go!!"
I struggle so hard to "make things be"
Stumbling through life -- I can not see....
@s.ray 7-24-2005
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