A Reason

find in me...

a reason to hold onto this love
a reason to live out of the past
a reason to know that it will come true
....a fairytale life that seems so unreal
a reason to know the heartbeat is real
a reason to know the words are more
a reason to think outside these walls
a reason to set these inhibitions free
a reason to not let the tears of fear fall
a reason to not picture you in her arms
a reason to not want you so badly
a reason to not feel sick and weak
a reason to not have this love.... crippeling me
a reason to not see you setting me free
.... .... but then ... it would mean,
something, anything....
would have to be found, need to be seen...
yet I dont feel like a reason for anything ....

@s.ray 2-24-2013