searching for pieces feb 5, 2012

"We fight to protect what is ours, and to give them what we feel is right in this life.... protect them from hurt, from heartache. Try to help them make choices that will be good for them, and not judge them when they make mistakes.... but what happens when one gets through?... when one is able to tear apart the bonds, the trust, the love? . . . .what happens when one person comes into their life and turns it upside down and then, tears them away from you?... ... ... do you hate that one for destroying so many in their path?.. or do you hate yourself for not being strong enough to have kept it out from the start???

searching for the peices..."

"Okay... Maybe, I should tell you more often I love you, maybe I should post more often when I pass through your facebook instead of just creeping on what you've been doing with yourself ... (sometimes it matters to know you were thought of)... and I KNOW for sure, if you were ever not in my life I would live with a thousand regrets of kinder words I could have, should have spoken when I had the chance....

{what if it was too late, what if . . . .}"