Well, I'm obviously not destined to become a genius... I have failed to keep a daily journal. :(
My time and days seem to pass so quickly; like I'm in an ocean of water and lost...I keep coming up for air and catching glimpses of what my life might be; moments here and gone too soon.
They don't even seem to combine and make sense anymore. I grasp at the important things and find myself missing other important things because I get caught up within a whirlpool of activity.
How can I put these things in order??
How can I catch things before they are gone again??
I know I might be in a manic stage but how do I get out andd why??
How can I sleep again at night when there is so much that I can do??
How can I slow down time so it doesn't all slip away before it's too soon?
I have to remember to eat and drink so I have to energy to go on...
why can't my body keep up with my mind??
Now my mind is driving me back to a world I have found escape in...a world of names...
names that to me may never have been spoken or heard...
but now to me they take me to another world...
A family I never thought I could be a part of,
but by gathering their names and putting it all in order...
the more I search the more I find...
there have been others like me; for them the work was endless...
for now it seems that these names go on for an eternity...
I find soltice in these names; reading them; speaking them; thinking of who they might be...
All of these names that keep adding branches to the ever growing family tree.
Freespirit1020~ what will ever set me free???
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